EXPLORE: Orchestral, Choral & Concertos
I received a call in 1993 from composer Thomas McKinley. He was enthusiastic about his unique model of a record label designed for the contemporary composer. It was called MMC, Master Musician’s Collective. He suggested that I write a work for clarinet and orchestra for his friend, Richard Stoltzman. I knew this marvelous clarinettis well! Kevin and I had all of his releases, both as a soloist, and with KASHI. How exciting! If the piece was up to the label’s standards, I’d have an opportunity to record it with Stoltzman in Warsaw in 1995. My original versioin was titled “Falling Rain”. It was inspired by a dream described by my twin brother, Kevin, about falling through the night sky. The work was not ready and needed focus. As I worked with the falling idea, I imagined being a raindrop: long falling into its lover, content, with purpose into earth. As I considered the sound-gesture of the falling, I could not help but hear the high, falling sound more as a wailing cry. This led me into a new concept of the music: a lover’s cry over a corpse. An angel in space looking down at a dead earth, wailing over the loss of its infinite beauties – including all of Mankind’s achievements. The concept of a dead Earth – a concept that unheard of at the time, needed to be voiced. “Caoine” means “keen”, the spelling from its Irish and Egyptian source: a funeral rite of wailing over a corpse. Caoining gave communies a public opportunity to cry – so needed in our modern culture. “Earth Caoine” became alive with soul and purpose it had not previously had. Before I turned in the work, Dr. Keith Koons, Professor of Clarinet at the University of Central Florida, generously mentored me on the playability of the extreme register glissandi.
The recording cost me $9000 – a third of my yearly salary. Adding to the stress, I was scheduled to leave when my youngest son Brendon was only a few months old. Understanding my financial stress, MMC kindly offered me a gig as their recording engineer for their Broyhill Quartet sessions.
In the summer of 1996, I travelled to Warsaw, Poland to oversee my recording session with MMC. I was accompanied by three of my five brothers Kevin (who paid for my trip!), Randy and Rob. We landed in Warsaw and stayed at their Holiday Inn for 3 nights. The sessions were held in the marvelous Philharmonia Hall in the city’s heart. The superb orchestra did a quick read-through at the end of the long first day of sessions without Mr. Stoltzman. It was a disaster. The music without the solo clarinet confused the orchestra, producers and conductor. As the musicians packed up, I overheard the producers complaining to Tom McKinley: “what an awful work!, why are you wasting the time of this great orchestra with this?”. That first night was a dark one for me: I questioned abilities as a composer, this was only my second orchestral composition ever performed. The next morning, Richard and I met before the scheduled session. He asked me what I meant with the glissandi, mentioning that they are often considered jokes, and vaudeville in the clarinet. I told him about my vision of the angel crying over the Earth. He rendered the difficult high glissandi with so much beauty and intensity that the musicians sat up in their chairs and an electric filled the air. The composition made sense and the session came together. They even applauded Richard at the end of the session. After that day’s session, Tom considered it in the can, but I felt I was not given the proper amount of time, compared to the other composers. I appealed to Richard, and he agreed that it needed more time. And though Tom had the next half day devoted to his Clarinet Concerto, he went ahead and gave me more time. Thank you Tom, for your sacrifice. It meant the world to me. His performance is a very precious gift to me and remains mybest recording. At the end of my session, I met the wonderful anime composer, Yoko Kanno, who was early for the next session. She expressed to me how much my piece moved her. Only decades later, did I realize who she was and the importance of her work.
After the recording sessions in Warsaw, we ventured by train to Krakow to experience old Europe at its best. We also wanted to check out the last remaining PZL P-11c gull wing fighter while we were there. A simply fantastic trip.
I was 38 at the time, and I have always felt that the recording should have had a tremendous impact on my career, but, year after year the recording was not released. It was finally released in 2005 when I was 47. The record, called “Reflections” recieved rave reviews. from Gramophone Magazine, The Clarinet, Archiv Music and The Buffalo News. Unfortunately, MMC was under financial duress and shutting down. After excellent reviews, it disappeared.
In 1999, the Orlando Philharmonic Orchestra premiered the work under the baton of music director Hal France. Our orchestra was young in those days and I believe Richard discounted his normal fee to appear. Mr. Stoltzman’s support has been tremendous and means a great deal to me.
March thru April 15, 1999